Love

I wish someone would love me THIS much!

I STILL love this song so much and can't stop listening to it!

Lost you and the game

You tell me I lost it
(Lost it)
And tell me I'm off
I won't fight with you girl
Know that you're right and know that I'm wrong

You say that you're goin' (You say you're goin')
I know that you're gone (You say you're goin')
I been too controlling
Fucked with your motives, you're movin' on

And what can I do, I do, I do?
I know it's over

'Cause I lost the game, I can't get lower
Caused your pain, it's takin' over
Lost the game, I can't get lower
Lost the game, lost the game, the game, the game

I think that I messed up (Messed up)
I think that I'm off
I won't fuck with you girl
'Cause it ain't right, nah, baby, it's wrong

And what can I do, I do, I do?
I know it's over

'Cause I lost the game, I can't get lower
Caused your pain, it's takin' over
Lost the game, I can't get lower
Lost the game, lost the game, the game, the game

I'm fallin' back down here now, baby (Baby)
My mind is collapsing, I'm crazy (Crazy)
I'm fallin' back down here now, baby
(Baby) now, baby (baby, baby)

I'm fallin' back down here now, baby (Baby)
My mind is collapsing, I'm crazy (Crazy)
I'm fallin' back down here now, baby, now, baby (Baby)

'Cause I lost the game, I can't get lower
Caused your pain, it's takin' over
Lost the game, I can't get lower
Lost the game, lost the game, the game

Lost the game, I can't get lower
Caused your pain, it's takin' over
Lost the game, I can't get lower
Lost the game, lost the game, the game, the game

I feel so sick, I think that I should go....

Good-Bye J

It's okay to be not okay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_yRODJ6kfc

She could always hear every word they say

Everybody walks like they just know the way
Every single day, holdin' back the tears
She'd never say a word 'cause there's nobody that hears

It's okay to be not okay
It's just fine to be out of your mind
Breathe in deep, just a day at a time (ooh, ooh)
'Cause it's okay to be out of your mind, mind

Mine is broken, how is yours?
Sure it helps to hear the news and political discourse
Fear, that is what he felt
Every single day, 'cause all the boys would play
Don't you dare be weak, emasculated freak
Last up on the fence, tell me where's the sense?

It's okay to be not okay
It's just fine to be out of your mind
Breathe in deep, just a day at a time (ooh, ooh)
'Cause it's okay to be out of your mind

I don't want this body, I don't want this voice
I don't wanna be here but I guess I have no choice
Just let me live my truth, that's all I wanna do
Baby, you're not broken, just a little bit confused

It's okay to be not okay (I need you here with me)
It's just fine to be out of your mind (I can't do it all alone)
Breathe in deep, just a day at a time (just a day at a time)
'Cause it's okay to be out of your mind (it's okay, out of your mind)
It's okay to be not okay (I need you here with me)
It's just fine to be out of your mind (I can't do it all alone)
Breathe in deep, just a day at a time (just a day at a time)
'Cause it's okay to be out of your mind (it's okay, out of your mind)
(Ga-da, la-la, la-la, la-la, la)

Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da
Da, da, da, da-da-da

How I feel

Lie to me, my friend

My Body Hurts

Once you go black

Reflections

"Reflections"

Through the mirror of my mind
Time after time
I see reflections of you and me

Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me

Oh, I'm all alone now
No love to shield me
Trapped in a world
That's a distorted reality

Hapiness you took from me
And left me alone
With only memories

Through the mirror of my mind
Through these tears that I'm crying
Reflects a hurt I can't control
'Cause although you're gone
I keep holding on
To the happy times
Oh, when you were mine

As I peer through the window
Of lost time
Looking over my yesterdays
And all the love I gave all in vain
(All the love) All the love
That I've wasted
(All the tears) All the tears
That I've tasted
All in vain

Through the hollow of my tears
I see a dream that's lost
From the hurt
That you have caused

Everywhere I turn
Seems like everything I see
Reflects the love that used to be

In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust

After all the nights
I sat alone and wept
Just a handful of promises
Are all that's left of loving you

Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me

In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust...

Maybe 3rd time?

First one--it's a shock
A second helping--not good enough
Third time lucky--and you've arrived!
If you have any doubts then try once more...
Maybe I was too impressed...
He flattered--I was blushing
He found my _joie de vivre_ so cute and rather touching
Himself so upwardly mobile, so cerebral, clever
Could I ever live up to his dreams
Or would I like to play a part in his scheme?
I don't think so...
I have my plans and brave ambition
Knowing no bounds, no inhibitions
'nd I'm aware there's a lesson in every fall
So next time I'll get closer
First one--it's a shock
A second helping--not good enough
Third time lucky--and you've arrived!
If you have any doubts then try one more time
Later I met a boy whose inner life was his true passion
We did connect in an exploratory fashion
He claimed what tie us to this mortal coil we should sever
Could I ever live up to his dreams
Or would I like to play a part in his scheme?
Oh I fear not...
I have my plans and brave ambition
Knowing no bounds, no inhibitions
'nd I'm aware there's a lesson in every fall
So next time I might get it right

The way she goes